YOU.
Honestly, I was supressing my tears when I talked to YOU just now.
Even a donkey can tell that YOU feel reluctant to help me, and that YOU SHOULD NOT EVEN BOTHER to do it, but due to our very treasured relationship YOU still wanted to help me and still give encouragement although the tone of your voice tells it all - how disappointed you are and how thick-skinned I am to still have the cheek to ask YOU for help.
What was I thinking!
In retrospection, we are undeniably a bunch of "kacangs lupakan packetkulit". It was YOU and gang who brought us to that level, it was YOU who made me who I am now, all the while it was YOU, YOU and gang, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU.
And not forgetting the tears WE profusely shed when we thought that we would have to part, the memories, the friendship, the special feelings involved, those late night calls, the lessons learnt, the memories......
Well, YOU did come back, making us all very happy, especially your "3 darlings" (me, her, her) for we would be able to be close once again. But I guess doing something for the second time is never as special as doing it the first time. Just like sex, perhaps. HAHA. We loved YOU, yes, however we (or rather, they) decided that there are just some flaws in you that we cannot handle therefore we HAD TO let YOU go.
So, that is truly an act of betrayal and disregard on our part. Selfishness somehow took over us and we chose quality over relationship. I still remember vividly when YOU called me, CRYING, to tell of your disappointment and how much YOU treasure us, but we simply let YOU go because of your flaws. Not forgetting your "request" for us to change our name because the name was only specially for US AND YOU.
And now, I am sure YOU cannot bear to hear of any news about us, whatmore me being so thick skinned to still be able to talk to YOU about US, when I was also part of the culprit who voluntarily decided to let YOU go.
The entry above is so random, but in case YOU are reading this, I want YOU to know that deep down, YOU always have a special place in my heart, anytime anywhere.
I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU,
my beloved puppet.
