Di suatu petang di rumah..
Monday, August 07, 2006
Time check : 1845
Location : HOME (which is freaking rare to find me at home at this time)
More than a month left this space alone! ME? Still alive and kicking and active and still the same. Except for at this virtual space. Computer pon dah berhabuk. Biasa lah kan, tempat kerja aku dah macam 2nd home. Nak cakap 1st home pon boleh actually sebab balik rumah setakat mandi, makan, tidur, then off to work.. Nasib baik takde hostel, kalau tidak consperm dah jadi penduduk setia.
Maklumlah busy dekat kerja.. Tengok mat saleh cute..arab hensem.. jepon yang hot habes.. tai-tai indon yang rambut macam sarang tebuan.. orang2 kaya yang top to toe gucci, LV, salvatore ferragamo, coach bla bla bla.. (entah2 petaling street siak?) .. tidak terkecuali jugak orang2 tua yang hot dalam blazer mereka, abeh bawak briefcase.. yang banyak duit beb! Tapi tunggu masa je aku nak kacip.. Errr?
Tapi that's not the point. My point is, I simply hate this time of the day. Especially the feeling of _____________ (i don't now how to put it) when the sun sinks in. Don't ask me why, this is just the most mendak part of the day for me. The "keheningan" (macam paham betol lah aku nie..) make me sad, makes me retrospect on my life, makes me reflect, makes me think, makes me remember, makes me ponder, makes me wish, makes me regret, makes me feel macam loser ah senang kata. Feeling dia is so the semacam like that.. I don't loikee..
Don't ask me why. I'm sure you have part of the days which are your pet peeves. Mine's at dawn. How about yours?
Which reminds me, nak kene pergi klinik ni. Hari ni tak kerja, MC sebab.. adalah sebab2 nya. Tu pun nanti nak pergi tempat kerja pasal ak jumpa members punya pasal. Kan dah kata, tempat kerja tu 1st home. Huahuahua..
