Just MAYBE..
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
MAYBE, I should not have allowed the new feeling to overcome my weakness at that point of time.
MAYBE, I was just in the WANT of a new muse but actually it's the old muse that I NEED.
MAYBE, I should not have allowed my ego and my pride to take the best of me when I know that it was the only source of making me feel exceptionally special.
MAYBE, I should just go drown myself for having this contradiction which I can lie to others but definitely a contradiction that I cannot lie to myself.
Worse is just the sad realisation that this could never be true.. Never ever..
"Colours come from the refraction of light. But how is there possible for colour, when there is no light?"